So i promised to re-cap my year n all i can say is,it was a year!!!
Most of d year,was good for me n wen it wasnt soo good i still thank God cuz i was blessed by those not-so good times *stop flashing me dammit,im tryna write*,sorry some idiot keeps flashing!!!.
Ya neway as i was saying in '07 i knew wat love was,for d first time in my life i loved!scary as it may seem,it freaked me out but i dint realize dat wat i was feelin was love until it was all over!!! bummer! I loved some1who was undeserving n was hurt too for d first time in my life. ('07 was a year of firsts for me). I was unashamed to say i was hurt,but i wasnt gonna stay dat way for long because,he was able to walk away so he didnt deserve me.
Truth be told on my birthday last year,i prayed im like "Lord if dis man is not for me,let him just go" n a couple of weeks after dat prayer he just went (he's heart i mean). I dint fight it,i just let it go. but i wasn't prepared for d hurt dat came widdit,i guess i forgot to pray for d hurt to go away quick cuz im not very patient wit things like dat.For d 1st first month it was crazy,everything reminded me of him (even a stupid laptop charger) too many memories in a short time.I thank God it made me stronger n made me see dat it wasnt meant to be n removed it from my life,wat doesnt kill u makes u stronger right?? right!
As T.d Jakes said "If someone can walk away from u let them walk...it doesnt mean they a bad person (well dey might be) it just means their part in ur story is over...Let them go!!!
Can sum1 gimme a Halleluyah!!!!!! yea so 2008 is my year of letting things/people go,i hav come to realise dat in life not everybody derserves us or to be apart of our lives or d great story dats abt to be about MY life (Amen somebody?) .
THE YEAR 2008 IS MY YEAR!! n im gonna milk it for all it's got,im gonna take bigger n bolder steps,start my future plans now,stop being in a box break ut there n let people kno MY NAME!!!!
When one door closes (2007) a big ass double door opens for me, thank u God for this undeserving favour u give me.
*ya i now kno who d person flashing was n he's no idiot,hehehe!
ehen n oh ya LORD!!gimme d strength n d patience to be a true friend n stick it out wit dem wen dey r being hella stupid! amen!
1 comment:
Hallelujah...freal if someone can walk away, let them walk jare...!
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