My heart weeps,the tears i can't shed

Hey people's!!!
Its thursday again so ya im gonna be confessing,altho i was relatively good dis past week but HEY it promises to be one helluva weekend.
YAY!!!! Bosslady LOL Bobby Taylor is gonna be in lag n im excited.There's already so much to be done and so much fun to have while doing it i.e Dbanj's album/foundation launch. Neway i'll keep ya'll posted.

So str8 to d bizness of the day,it's CONFESSION TIME!!
I confess that im excited to have internet back
I confess that i couldnt careless abt dis certain person
I confess i've finally shuu-ed him away n i dont feel bad :D
I confess im becoming so mean these days n NO it's not anger!
I confess i've been bumping into ppl from dat bad dream(old relationship)i had
I confess i've been looking fly n being truly happy those times. Go figure
I confess i've been listening to RESENTMENT by Beyonce wit a new meaning.
I confess that i went shopping crazy dis week n i still have d urge
I confess i want a jewel by Lisa (JBL) dress so bad
I confess i want those miu miu bags i saw *sigh*
I confess im not really luking forward to going back to school
I confess i NEED MONEY!!!
I confess i got a call abt another "friend" n i was kinda hurt/upset,but not surprised. wait im i getting attached again?
I confess i couldnt cry!!! I heard n i was stunned but i didnt cry,i stil haven't
I confess dat confession is abt to get juicier by d week!!!!

Ok so on tuesday i got a text from my friend saying our other friend passed on!!! Omo i was shocked!!! i couldnt cry,i couldnt scream,i just sat there n read d message over n over. I dont understand how a young man can just sleep and not wake up,i dont understand,i just dont get it. We weren't that tight but we had our close moments,i knew u well enough to grieve n mourn ur passing,it's sad NIYI WILLIAMS that u're gone,dat u left like dat. How can d evil hands of death just take u away like dat?? U won't be around to share my successes with me,u wont be here to make me laugh wit ur silly sense of humor. Worst of all i hate that i hadn't been a good friend,i cant remember d last time i spoke to u,but i do remember d last time i saw,u came to my house to see me n u prank called Mr ex wit my phone,i almost ate u alive for it but we still laughed abt it n it was all good. I hadnt had a shower ir brushed(eww) but we still hung like we had known eachother forever. Things were just looking up for u,dey were getting better n i was silently watching ur progress from afar,i should have been more up close,i shoulda asked how things were with u.
I pray God will comfort ur family and friends,i know that u shall REST IN PEACE Niyo,we love u.

Ok so on that note i'll sign out,there was jist but i cant bring myself to write about it nemore,pls bear with me.

So take care of urselves and eachother,live life today cuz we dont know wat 2morow brings.Tell that someone how u feel today,cease every moment and kick ass!!! Muah!