Friday, October 8, 2010

I pray, I hope...

Excerpts from my unprovoked rant on bbm with my girl Tori

Gosh! I feel so ill
I need a man. The one who'll get me drugs,pepper soup,feed me,clean my vomit,hold me when I'm cold, fan me when I'm hot and there's no light. He'll dab my head with a cold cloth when I'm running a fever and even my whole body with a cloth when I can't make it to the bathroom.
He knows how to take care of me,because he loves me.
I know the perfect man (he once did all this for me) but I can't bring myself to love him the way I know he deserves.
I'm scared, I swear to you.

O_o *blankstare*

Not sure where all that came from,but that's the truth. I feel like I'm coming down with something (again) and in my weak state I took a trip down memory lane. I have the best family and friends one can ask for, but there's that something...

I pray, I hope i find it...

Peace, Love, Harmony n Respect to you and your's
xoxo
Ms.Bollz

1 comment:

Insurance Blogger said...

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I was looking for a companion to my unordinary soul within an ordinary body. I need someone to share n listen to...coz I'm alone between my mom n my wife...people here care more about social rites, practices n money than human feelings. I have no complaints or regrets for life...just one wish to have a real companion...even if SHE's virtual in presence..
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