So right about now on my BBM my status reads "I'm desperate!". That's exactly how I feel right now, desperate for something to happen. My life is just there, thats the problem nothing is happening. Don't be mistaken, it's not like I have it rough or that I have nothing to be thankful for, I do, I have a lot to be thankful for, but I want more, I need more. I just feel like I'm not going anywhere or doing anything, some days I just feel helpless. Am I not praying hard enough? Don't I want it badly enough? Am I not deserving yet?...
I am desperate for many things, if you know me and if you've been reading you'll know what they are. I don't know what my breaking point is, but I'm pretty sure I'm close.
It's raining cats and dogs outside (I wonder how "cats and dogs" came about or who did even)... Showers of blessing, maybe I should go and dance in the rain and catch the blessing head on (or rather,catch a cold) 'cuz I'm desperate but instead I will P.U.S.H- Pray until something happens. Because something has to happen and soon!
Till next time Peace, Love, Harmony and Respect to you and yours
xoxo
Ms. Bollz
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