Between you and me

"Mum, no one has to tell me how lucky I am to have you because I've always known for a long time. When I think back over the years and remember all the special things you've done for me, I realise that you're not only a wonderful mum, you're also a unique woman.  

You've taught so much about life and love and giving, and those are lessons I'll never forget. You've shown me how to stand on my own in the world, and for that I'll always be grateful. So many things that have added to my happiness have been gifts from you."

 The quote above are the words on the card I got for my mum. It's her birthday today and everything I wanted to tell her was written on this card. If I still wrote, these are the things I'd write to her. I know everyone says it, but I love my mother...from the depth of my soul, my inner being and with every bone in my body. She made me who I am today. My earth angel, always watching and always guiding. Between you and me mama, you're wonderful! Maybe not my best friend, but a very dear friend.
I love you mummy. Love always Titilope

Till next time Peace, Love, Harmony and Respect to you and yours.
xoxo
Ms. Bollz

In my little cocoon

Friend A: Hey wanna go out on friday?
Friend B: Errrr,well I'm hanging out with my other friend. What do you wanna do?
Friend A: Oh! it's nothing,just wanted to go to XYZ
Friend B: Oh ok,might be going to XYZ also,i'll let you know
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Friend A sends a message to another friend
*Friend no longer has you as a contact. Re-invite or delete contact*
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Two separate (unrelated) scenarios. They're a few things I take personal...actually I lie. They are quite a number of things, but it's no big deal, nothing to worry about, just amazes me really how easy I am forget. Over the years I have learnt not to expect much or bother about things/people much. Right now I am distant from people/friends, I wasn't aware of it until now. Maybe it was on purpose or maybe not, I dunno but for now I retreat back to my shell, only to come out when necessary.

Side note- The freedom I have on here... I doubt that many people (especially those that know me personally) read. Hehehehe
Oh! and before I go, let me share a little testimony with you. I've been a little down lately as my posts show but the other day I updated my BBM status to "Find your place of praise" (another story behind that phrase) ...and just when I was slipping into mild depression about the state of my affairs, I got a call to come for an interview. It went well, now waiting on the next stage.
Moral of the story: In ALL things, find your place of praise (in Him). He will always come through for you, always!

Till next time Peace, Love, Harmony and Respect to you and yours
xoxo
Ms. Bollz

What a girl wants...what she needs

"Loving me baby that's a no-no,I'm better when I touch and go...Not just a player,I'm a pro-lover" - Usher

I remember when one time some guy asked me to listen to that song. He had asked me to listen to various songs before so I wasn't suspicious, until I searched for it on youtube and listened to the lyrics. Proper light bulb moment, although he claimed he didn't even remember the lyrics...yea, I was born yesterday. Anyway I did say I wasn't going to blog about the guy so, I have since deleted him off my blackberry,but left him on my facebook. No! my bb is not a filler and my contact list will not be clogged with broadcasts from people I don't chat with. 

I just stumbled upon the song tonight and it brought back memories (from just earlier this year).

BTW the above lines were from saturday. I sort of lost my train of thought and left it open. 

Anyways, I feel better than the last time I blogged *sigh* I'll keep praying.

Christian Louboutin Pigalle

Oh! I want these babies, I mean I need them, well not need like I need air but need 'cuz I bet this will make me happy for a very long time. Look at them black classic,classy pumps, guaranteed to make any girl happy *sigh*

Not like any of you will buy it for me, I just thought I'd share with you.

So it's been raining crazy in lagos for the past few days, we all know what that means; flood and traffic! Both which I don't do,so I've been sitting my big ol' buttay at home. Well, add the no money situation and those are very good reasons to stay home. Although I feel I'm starting to lose it,plus my social life is becoming non existent. As a young single girl I need to get out more, you know meet (new) people, socialize and have a good time, but these days I just can't be arsed. Girls I need an intervention.

Hmmmm errrrr whatelse is new? *thinking* errrrr nothing really. Same old.

Oh! One more thing, I wanna take make up classes while I'm free and have the time. No, I don't wanna be a makeup artist or anything,I just want to improve on my skills. Also, it's july now I should be taking CIPS classes, if I still wanna be that international buyer for "that" great company. Get to getting bollz!

Till next time darlings Peace, Love, Harmony and Respect to you and yours.

xoxo

Ms.Bollz

P.U.S.H

So right about now on my BBM my status reads "I'm desperate!". That's exactly how I feel right now, desperate for something to happen. My life is just there, thats the problem nothing is happening. Don't be mistaken, it's not like I have it rough or that I have nothing to be thankful for, I do, I have a lot to be thankful for, but I want more, I need more. I just feel like I'm not going anywhere or doing anything, some days I just feel helpless. Am I not praying hard enough? Don't I want it badly enough? Am I not deserving yet?...
I am desperate for many things, if you know me and if you've been reading you'll know what they are. I don't know what my breaking point is, but I'm pretty sure I'm close.

It's raining cats and dogs outside (I wonder how "cats and dogs" came about or who did even)... Showers of blessing, maybe I should go and dance in the rain and catch the blessing head on (or rather,catch a cold) 'cuz I'm  desperate but instead I will P.U.S.H- Pray until something happens. Because something has to happen and soon!

Till next time Peace, Love, Harmony and Respect to you and yours
xoxo
Ms. Bollz