Oh Lord help me,help myself!!!wats going on mehn?!
Is it just me or do i just feel like skool is getting in the way of plenty things??maybe im just lazy,or maybe im fed up,iono!!
Moving on.Why have i been thinking about marriage these days??i always had d feeling i was gonna get married early but is 22 too early??Wait ohhh there's no husband yet(actually maybe there is) but i've planned d wedding,picked d colors...sheesh i even have my kids names,LOL.but mehn as i think about d thing,omo it's not BEANS ohh,neither is it yam.Congratulations to those dat r married n r making it work,cuz dat shit aint easy mehn.
In other news!!im taking salsa classes,lol actually i started going for salsa to luk good,hav a few 'funkin' cocktails n watch hot men wiggle n wind.It started out as being a nice way to relax on a thursday witout partying n now it's fun n I actually danced!as in i got up,stopped being a chicken n hit d floor.Did i forget to add my instructor is tres hot!?ok soo i guess it's salsa every thursday for me now,well maybe not every but when i can get away from school quickly.
Also im planning early this year,yea i kno my birthday isn't until september but it wouldn't hurt if i start saving now.As i have no man to foot d bill (well except "dear daddy") im on my own.Since im not d party throwing type,i want dis to be off d chain!!!i want an open bar,i want all my friends n associates,i want a correct crowd,a good location wit correct music,fun,fun,fun all d way oh yea n did i mention an open bar??too many drinkers i kno.I'm gonna go bankrupt,maybe i should go rob bank??better still runs nko??lol,omo make i no do pass myself ohhh,but i want it to be banging n i wanro hav a blast!!!
Moving along i want a car,sumthin cute sumthin compact till i perfect my driving skills n save up for dat truck i want "double cabin chevrolet avalanche" mehn dat car makes me shiver mehn.Hint hint can d 'rents please take note.
Mehn i need to chill on my spending yoo,dis independent woman thing is causing my pocket to shrink well ohh,wat im i doing differently??rather wat im i buying sef?cuz i cant see where d money is going,it's depressing me sef.
Moving along to better things,so tomorrow im going for my first "in absentia" engagement ceremony,it should be interesting,cuz i neva been to one before n it amazes y ppl do it,i'll gist u sha.
So twice now mummy knows i was over,first time she barely looked at me wen she answered my greeting,second time she did double take n even added "how r u" and sounded nicer maybe she wanted to be sure i was d same chick.Two times n no formal introduction,does she even kno my name??y do i have d feeling dey've talked plenty about me??:shrugs: i wonder how many chicks have come n gone! d poor woman must be tired.Have i told u im terrified of Sisters as well??n i felt bullied by d rugrats??5 n 4 i think.damn!dey stared me down mehn,like dis aunty again,"it's cuz of u we can't play near d window or enter d apartment" n wat abt d helps??everyone had a funny smile on their faces.U think im imagining???i dont think sooo
On a sad note,i got a call early this morning my friend's mum passed away in her sleep in d wee hours of saturday n it's mother's day tomorrow,wat a way to start a new month.I guess d lord knows why n we r rest assured she's in a better place resting till we meet again.Rest in Peace ma'
On dat note,i'd love to say PEACE,LOVE,HARMONY and RESPECT to u n ur's n i'm still expecting u to get intouch wit me!!!.
Bye ya'll
