I forgot ,I totally forgot! Relationships are a special kind of struggle. After being single for so long,I have to admit that I'm struggling with this. I know last time i said I wasn't going to blog about "the man" yet, I'm still not gonna talk about him on here,just going to talk about how I feel.
*sighs* what can I say... Relationships are a special kind of struggle. Oh wow! I didn't realise,I know relationships require work but it's different when you're actually doing the work! I feel like we are like chalk and cheese. I'm Virgo,he's Pisces- earth+water=Mud! When did i start believing in horoscope? Well I don't! I'm just trying to show how different we are.
I like to talk hours on end to my current POI (Person of interest),he can't do 7mins of just rambling and not talking about anything but random rubbish,the kind I like. I know when to create time for us and say no to friends,he doesn't! Having to plan time to spend together is difficult,cuz of the nature of our jobs. I tell my friends that I don't know when I became so needy and clingy,but I know it's not just me. I'm not going crazy! It's always something,one thing after the another. One thing I've learnt is Patience! Woah! I have learnt to be patient! If you know me well,you'll know this is huge! I even find myself doing the things he likes,even down to my nail polish *covers face*
I can't help wondering "what on earth did I get myself into?" like omg! I have learnt to put my non issues on the back burner,just so I'm there. Who'll be there for me? When I want to talk,everyone else is available but the one I want. Sometimes I'm not very positive as to where this can lead,but I promise to give it a chance. These days it feels like that's what fills 70% of my thoughts and talks sef. I don't want to talk to my friends about how I feel anymore, cuz I feel it's becoming a bit too much,things should not be this much,no?!
I'm not even sure what this post is trying to say,I think it's all summed up in the first
paragraph really,but I still had to ramble na :D
I can't proof read,if I do,I won't post this any longer.
Till next time Peace,Love,Harmony and Respect to you and yours
xoxo
Ms.Bollz

Strength, Courage and Wisdom

Hello people! Happy new year? Have I been here this year? I don't even remember. Either way this is going to be short. Life has been so so, I know people have it worse than I do,but I still pray for a better life. What has been going on? Well except from work,not much else really,just trying to keep it together and stay sane. Errr what else? My bestie is getting married! My oldest and dearest friend. We've been through so much together,she's one of the few who has managed to love me at me lowest (don't know how she managed that). I can be very horrible,but I guess it takes a special someone to see through that and still love me. Sounds like I'm talking about a man shey? Talking about "man".... Nah! Nevermind I'm not ready to introduce man into my blog,so lets move on jejely.

Strength, Courage and Wisdom... That's what I pray for right now. The strength to come to terms with what I have to do. The Courage to actually do what I have to do and the Wisdom to know how to do what I have to do.
You wanna know what this thing is right? Ah well! It sorta falls under the *not to be blogged about just yet* category.
LOL! So what did I come to say? Well not much,just checking in to see if anyone is still interested.
Oh! yea my brother had baby number 2. A girl this time and she's also almost namesake with one of my dear friends mentioned in this blog. So my Torera's are pretty special ladies *muah*
How's everyone doing? Time for my blog rounds,see u around and I promise not to be a stranger :)

Till next time Peace, Love, Harmony and Respect to you and your's
xoxo
Ms. Bollz