He sent me a BBM tonight,read my reply and didn't reply *sigh* I shouldn't expect anything, that I know but a part of me silently does.
So today i bummed! I promised to get up and do something,but I totally bummed.Spent the whole day with my nephew,infact woke up to find him in my bed (lovely way to wake up). He is soo precious,love him to pieces.
Tomorrow will be a better day,that I know.
Till next time Peace,Love,Harmony and Respect to you and yours
xoxo
Ms.Bollz
Monday, December 13, 2010
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Saturday, December 11, 2010
To blog or not to blog...
Lying in bed on a saturday night (well sunday morning) while some are partying,some r sleeping and others are sleeping. I'm here minding my own business in the dark,listening to the neighbour 3 houses away on another street whose generator sounds like ero lo'ta (local grinding machine) permit my yoruba it sounds better that way.
Anyhoo I'm here head pounding,eyes burning but still can't sleep. So what do I blog about?hmmm
It's almost christmas,which means alotta things but to Lagos people it means 2 things; the 'I just got back' aka "innit,wanna,gonna" crew will be landing everyday from everywhere spewing phonee,even the ones from Kazachstan where 'dem no speaky no english". Oh and 2 loads of events,parties and generally something happening somewhere. But for me this is the time of year I'd rather not go out. Everywhere will be crowded,people will be shoving,stepping on your shoes,spilling their drinks on you,filling the air with smoke *sigh* chaos! Since I promised to be a social butterfly,I'll try my best to. attend some events and a few parties,maybe I'll meet a correct bobo,hook me some "gonna,wanna,innit bruv" hehehe.
So tonight was the MAMA's (MTV Africa music awards) couldn't be bothered to go,the last one I went for I saw wheeeen! So this one,I saved my 25k to buy shoe instead and trust my twitter family not to disappoint. As usual after every award everyone will bitch and analyse why one artist should have won instead of another artist. Jeez! Human beings can never be satisfied,but instead of get up and do something about it they hide behind their handles and bitch and moan *yawn*
Next time,if you know e pain u reash like that,VOTE!
Moving on! Recently I feel rather disconnected from my friends,especially the girlies. I should do something about that,maybe invite them over,cook,booze,gist and just have a good ol' girl time. Talking about cooking,I'm considering cooking christmas lunch or dinner for the whole family. Now where's O.Y?let's put a menu together :D
Till next time Peace,Love,Harmony and Respect to you and your's
xoxo
Ms.Bollz
Anyhoo I'm here head pounding,eyes burning but still can't sleep. So what do I blog about?hmmm
It's almost christmas,which means alotta things but to Lagos people it means 2 things; the 'I just got back' aka "innit,wanna,gonna" crew will be landing everyday from everywhere spewing phonee,even the ones from Kazachstan where 'dem no speaky no english". Oh and 2 loads of events,parties and generally something happening somewhere. But for me this is the time of year I'd rather not go out. Everywhere will be crowded,people will be shoving,stepping on your shoes,spilling their drinks on you,filling the air with smoke *sigh* chaos! Since I promised to be a social butterfly,I'll try my best to. attend some events and a few parties,maybe I'll meet a correct bobo,hook me some "gonna,wanna,innit bruv" hehehe.
So tonight was the MAMA's (MTV Africa music awards) couldn't be bothered to go,the last one I went for I saw wheeeen! So this one,I saved my 25k to buy shoe instead and trust my twitter family not to disappoint. As usual after every award everyone will bitch and analyse why one artist should have won instead of another artist. Jeez! Human beings can never be satisfied,but instead of get up and do something about it they hide behind their handles and bitch and moan *yawn*
Next time,if you know e pain u reash like that,VOTE!
Moving on! Recently I feel rather disconnected from my friends,especially the girlies. I should do something about that,maybe invite them over,cook,booze,gist and just have a good ol' girl time. Talking about cooking,I'm considering cooking christmas lunch or dinner for the whole family. Now where's O.Y?let's put a menu together :D
Till next time Peace,Love,Harmony and Respect to you and your's
xoxo
Ms.Bollz
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
So just as i signed in to blog i got the Wikileaks link on Nigeria and i got distracted,now i'm not even sure what to blog about ; what i read or what i had plans to say initially. Let me leave wikileaks,i don't have the strength tonight but i will say this former first lady is PAID! I fear the woman o
Moving swiftly along, so today mother was talking to me about the every popular "man issue" all because I said there's no one. She goes "that's what you always say,thee's no one.When will there be someone?" I tell her Gods time na lol. Anyway she goes on and on about me looking for the perfect man,and how he (perfect man) doesn't exist so I should better give somebody a chance. I tell her I know there's no such thing as a perfect man but I know there's a man for me,I just haven't met him yet. Then I make the mistake to say-I still have time na,I'm young (oops).She looks at me and repeats what I said,like she's tryna tell me that sounded stupid,and goes you're not young o,when will you meet him?When will you court (I hate that word by the way "court"). Then she goes on to say maybe my expectations are too high or i need to change where I go,that since I've been going to these places and I've not met anyone i should go to other places. She's like "ah ah nigba ti o ge l'apa"(translates-when you're not handicap) LMAOOOOO.
I love my mother and all but God's time mama,we can't rush Him,but i will take her advice of going to other places. So this Christmas I will become a social butterfly! Not necessarily clubbing or partying,but I'll go for more events,house parties,beach parties,dinners...basically I'll hang out more,meet new people and see what happens.
Please don't get me wrong o,I'm not desperate to get married,I'm just tired of being alone. Everybody deserves that someone.
Till next time Peace,Love,Harmony and Respect to you and yours.
xoxo
Ms.Bollz
Moving swiftly along, so today mother was talking to me about the every popular "man issue" all because I said there's no one. She goes "that's what you always say,thee's no one.When will there be someone?" I tell her Gods time na lol. Anyway she goes on and on about me looking for the perfect man,and how he (perfect man) doesn't exist so I should better give somebody a chance. I tell her I know there's no such thing as a perfect man but I know there's a man for me,I just haven't met him yet. Then I make the mistake to say-I still have time na,I'm young (oops).She looks at me and repeats what I said,like she's tryna tell me that sounded stupid,and goes you're not young o,when will you meet him?When will you court (I hate that word by the way "court"). Then she goes on to say maybe my expectations are too high or i need to change where I go,that since I've been going to these places and I've not met anyone i should go to other places. She's like "ah ah nigba ti o ge l'apa"(translates-when you're not handicap) LMAOOOOO.
I love my mother and all but God's time mama,we can't rush Him,but i will take her advice of going to other places. So this Christmas I will become a social butterfly! Not necessarily clubbing or partying,but I'll go for more events,house parties,beach parties,dinners...basically I'll hang out more,meet new people and see what happens.
Please don't get me wrong o,I'm not desperate to get married,I'm just tired of being alone. Everybody deserves that someone.
Till next time Peace,Love,Harmony and Respect to you and yours.
xoxo
Ms.Bollz
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Seeking Direction
It's been too too long since I blogged. I guess I just fell into either keeping it to myself,talking to someone or just going to God in prayer. There have been days when I just come up blank and empty inside,when I'm like fill me up lord 'cuz I'm lost, 'cuz I feel clueless and helpless *sigh* but at the end of the day "It is well"
Not much has happened since the last time I came to these parts,no really not much has changed and I think that's what upsets me. I really don't know what I want to do even,it's like I'm just sleeping and waking up,no direction,no drive,pretty much uninspired. I'm very ashamed to say it,but I'm pretty much where I started off this year and the year has almost ended already *sigh* I envy people that know what they want and know how to get it,because at this point I doubt that I know anything,and so I'm desperately seeking direction.
I have no job,no business,no money (of my own), no boyfriend,no lover,no toaster,no bestfriend...but I have God,family (even tho they know how to work ones nerve) and a few friends. So for those things I'm thankful and always remember to count my blessings.
I may not have all that I want,but for right now I have all that I need.
xoxo
Ms.Bollz
Not much has happened since the last time I came to these parts,no really not much has changed and I think that's what upsets me. I really don't know what I want to do even,it's like I'm just sleeping and waking up,no direction,no drive,pretty much uninspired. I'm very ashamed to say it,but I'm pretty much where I started off this year and the year has almost ended already *sigh* I envy people that know what they want and know how to get it,because at this point I doubt that I know anything,and so I'm desperately seeking direction.
I have no job,no business,no money (of my own), no boyfriend,no lover,no toaster,no bestfriend...but I have God,family (even tho they know how to work ones nerve) and a few friends. So for those things I'm thankful and always remember to count my blessings.
I may not have all that I want,but for right now I have all that I need.
xoxo
Ms.Bollz
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