I cried today, I don't know where the tears came from but I just laid in bed and I felt the sting in my eyes and wetness on my face...the tears came rolling down.
From all the excitement of last week, to the melancholic feeling of this week...
I don't have the words to say right now that describes exactly how I feel, but I'm worried about myself that I'm towing the same line again and again. You would think because I know, I would be careful not to but it's like I'm eyes wide shut...
I pray, I hope...
Till the next time Peace, Love, Harmony and Respect
xoxo
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
I got a hug
I came on blogger unprepared to type up an entry really, so this post may end up being extremely random but the bottom line is: I am Happy! I am thankful, words of praise can't stop filling my heart. As I type I'm singing a praise song. God has been good!
It's 2 days to my birthday and I can't help but be excited, yes I know it's just another day in the year, but on that day some twenty something years ago a child was born~ME!!!!
I have every reason to thank God. I may not have it all, but His grace has been sufficient for me. His grace has kept me. I may not be perfect and even sometimes undeserving, but God has remained ever merciful and faithful, so yes I have every reason to be happy. Just at the beginning of this week, I was feeling slightly under the weather and I said God, this is my week, this is my month, I shall have no illness, I shall receive total healing and He answered me. Over the years I have learnt to count my blessings, one by one by one...and each time I am convinced that I am a miracle and a testimony.
Hahahaha it's starting to sound like I'm preaching, but it's just gratitude. I can say that I do not have all that I WANT, but at the moment I have all that I NEED and for that I'm content.
Today a friend (randomly) sent me a hug on bbm and told be not to ask why, although I'm curious as to why, I received and return the hug. It's the little things in life that counts, the hugs, the "I love you", the "I just wanted to see how you're doing", just a smile, a wink, just the look that tells the other person that which words cannot express. It's always in the little things.
May God teach us to always number our days, so that we may apply our hearts unto wisdom.
Till the next time Peace, Love, Harmony and Respect to you and your's
xoxo
P.S Happy Birthday ME!!!! (Sept 18)
It's 2 days to my birthday and I can't help but be excited, yes I know it's just another day in the year, but on that day some twenty something years ago a child was born~ME!!!!
I have every reason to thank God. I may not have it all, but His grace has been sufficient for me. His grace has kept me. I may not be perfect and even sometimes undeserving, but God has remained ever merciful and faithful, so yes I have every reason to be happy. Just at the beginning of this week, I was feeling slightly under the weather and I said God, this is my week, this is my month, I shall have no illness, I shall receive total healing and He answered me. Over the years I have learnt to count my blessings, one by one by one...and each time I am convinced that I am a miracle and a testimony.
Hahahaha it's starting to sound like I'm preaching, but it's just gratitude. I can say that I do not have all that I WANT, but at the moment I have all that I NEED and for that I'm content.
Today a friend (randomly) sent me a hug on bbm and told be not to ask why, although I'm curious as to why, I received and return the hug. It's the little things in life that counts, the hugs, the "I love you", the "I just wanted to see how you're doing", just a smile, a wink, just the look that tells the other person that which words cannot express. It's always in the little things.
May God teach us to always number our days, so that we may apply our hearts unto wisdom.
Till the next time Peace, Love, Harmony and Respect to you and your's
xoxo
P.S Happy Birthday ME!!!! (Sept 18)
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